Zohreh Sadeghi India and Beyond

i dream…

I’ve been in South India in a beautiful little village surrounded by mountains for the past week doing my Ayurvedic detox or Panchakarma, a ritual I have promised myself to do once a year. It’s been an amazing experience thus far that I cannot even begin to describe in words. It’s been physically challenging but very profound and deeply spiritual. The most amazing phenomenon I’ve been taking note of are my dreams. I don’t remember dreaming this much ever in my life before. I have dreams every night and they are extremely vivid as if they’re happening right in front of my eyes and when I wake up I feel confused and for a second can’t tell my reality from my dream.

The first few nights my dreams were very disturbing as they were mostly about war, gunfires, fear, me running away from people and even one night I had a dream someone had broken into this little apartment I’m staying at right now trying to crawl in bed with me. It was horrifying, he had his arms around me so tight I couldn’t breathe and I started to struggle to get out and all of a sudden I woke up and there was no one beside me. I was glad it was just a dream!

Last night however I had one of the most amazing dreams I’ve had in a long time. Someone broke into my apartment again and hearing the door unlock my heart started beating so fast and I was immediately scared, then the person got closer and walked towards my bed slowly, stroked my hair and my arm gently. I knew that touch I thought. It felt familiar, it felt friendly, it was filled with love. I moved slightly and the voice said “Hi azizam, it’s me, mom, I’m here for you, don’t be afraid of anything, I’m here for you now.” My fear suddenly disappeared and was replaced with love. My mom got in bed with me, held me in her arms and continued to stroke my arm while smiling at me. I never looked at her face but I could feel her smiling. I woke up and was in tears when I realized it was just a dream, why couldn’t it be reality? Why couldn’t my mom be in bed with me? It was such a profound dream and it filled my heart with love!

What is it about moms that they have the ability touch your heart in a way that no other human being on earth could? There’s not enough great things I could say about my mom, seriously, she’s remarkable. My mother is one of the most amazing human beings that has ever lived. And I’m not the only one who believes that, whoever comes in contact with her can see her shining light and feel her incredible energy immediately. I am who I am today because of her! She’s my number one support in life, she’s always believed in me even when I didn’t believe in myself. She’s always supported me even when I had the craziest ideas like quitting my job and packing my bags to go live in India. She’s never asks me “why” instead she always says “follow your heart Zohreh, you have a strong intuition, trust in yourself.”

I love you mom. I love you more than words can describe. I love you more than I love anything else or anyone else in this world. You are my rock. You are my life. You are my hero, my role model, and my biggest supporter and for that I am forever indebted to you. I adore you with all my being. I am so happy you exist!!

 


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